silence in black and white...

people are often UNREASONABLE, ILLOGICAL and SELF-CENTERED;
...forgive them anyway
if you are kind, people may ACCUSE you of SELFISH, ULTERIOR MOTIVES;
...be kind anyway
if you are successful, you will win FALSE FRIENDS;
...succeed anyway
if you are HONEST and FRANK, people may CHEAT on you;
...be honest anyway
if you find serenity and happiness, they may be JEALOUS;
...be happy anyway
the good you do today, people will forget tomorrow;
...do good anyway
give the world the best you have, but it may never be ENOUGHT,
...give the world the best you've got anyway.

this may appear crappy to some people, but i cling onto these lines... most especially these days... when people's minds seem so twisted and unpredictable.

dino said i cuss too much. thanks for telling me "dude". and i'm sorry for the profanity. believe me, i appreciate it. i'll work on it. just hope that you won't judge me... like what most people do.

people these days... are just so ...self-centered.
honestly speaking... it seems that there's only one person i know... who's ABLE to let go of himself (okay, i'm N-O-T referring to JESUS CHRIST), and think of others instead.
what a world.

i'm an HONEST person. and i'm proud of that. i never cheated on tests (simula ng 2nd quarter ng 4th year) nor on anyone... kahit ngayon, alam kong karamihan nandadaya pag-exam, quizzes whatsoever, hindi parin. I HAVE MORALS. yun lang yun. pero bakit ganun? parang kahit gaano ka honest sa sarili mo and to others... talgang lolokohin at lolokohin ka rin nila eventually?
i'm LOSING it.
ayoko nang maniwala sa kahit ano...
...sa kahit KANINO.

what hurts the most is when people you consider FRIENDS actually ENVY you for who you are and what you have. bakit ba sa lahat ng nagiging kaibigan ko hindi nawawala ang COMPETITION? mabibilang ko pa sa kamay ko ang mga kaibigan kong kayang maging masaya para sa'kin. kung sino pa kaibigan ko... sila pa ang humihila sakin pababa...
TRUE FRIENDS? iilan lang sila.
kaya ingga, salamat.

...and to dah...

we've been through a lot...
and i'm sorry if i failed to show or tell you how much i appreciate EVERYTHING.
... i'm sorry... for all the times i pained you.
you've been SO GOOD to me.

dah,
THANK YOU for making me believe...
that living in such a crazy world

...isn't so bad after all.




thank you for being there for me.*